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[16 May 2006|03:41pm] |
dear lord its been forever.
not like i care much for this thing anymore
but apparently some do...
prom is this weekend.
im going with james :]
thats niffty


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[29 May 2005|12:36pm] |
wow. i love life.
well no. but i can't say things are bad.
even though my sister's moving out. and i think im going to die then.
but! i get to see Alan tomorrow. and we're going to be awsome and go see Madagascar.
...because the hippo in that movie is dead sexy :)
( Sing )
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| Pictures from such play dress rehearsal |
[16 Feb 2005|09:59am] |
That's All Folks
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| Updating on my soon to be little sister! |
[15 Feb 2005|10:47am] |
Here's her ID picture. the one we saw before my mom met her

And heres the one from today:


so here's the deal with everything.
This morning, my mom and step dad and little brother got in a van to go see my little sister (well, soon to be) and sat in the van for 3 hours.
When they got there, they brought Katya into the room to see my mom, and right from the start she called her "momma." But they took her out of the room right away. The told my parents that she had been exposed to TB (tuberculosis) but didnt have it. But they (the adoption people) felt so strongly that it might have affected my parents decision to adopt her, thats why they took her out of the room. They said if my parents didnt want to adopt her anymore, to tell them then and so they wouldnt go back to the adoption home tomorrow if they didnt want her anymore. I guess they didnt understand that TB isnt a big deal in the United States. Jeff (my step dad) assured them that it didnt make a difference...they kept saying that she was healthy but they had to tell us. They said her mother left her home alone for days at a time without food :( It's why she got a positive test for TB.. she was weak.. My moms says she kept saying "Momma.. Momma al;kjastialk sjdfpiuasltj (ya, know...russian stuff). My mom brought her this little bead kit to make bracelets and a stuffed kitty (in the picture above) and she loved them :). So thats all the news i have so far on her. Ill keep updating because my moms going to see her i think two more times till she comes home.
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did i have a good night last night, or what?
actually rehearsal totally blowed. im probably going to drop out of the play. ::shrugs:: but after that, was amazing. and now im going to the beach! yay!
o happy day.
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yes, my stepfathers in the hospital right now. im really really scared for him.
hes been having these chest pains lately, and my mom kept saying "dont worry about, dont worry about it" but like, yesterday it got so bad that he had to go to the hospital and they found that one side of his heart wasnt pumping and that an artery was 99% clogged and he had something called a silent heart attack and now he has internal bleeding.
so please...put him in your prayers and good hopes and thoughts. thank you
♥ emily
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[12 Jan 2005|08:51pm] |
okay, so i havent been on here in seriously forever. i kinda gave up on livejournal. i went onto myspace for a whilez. still on it, just decided to check back in with lj ... nothing too new, im in the school play. understudy. which sucks. a hell of a lot time time spent, and hours waisted for one fucking show. mhm. but its cool. ive made some new friends, who are just amazing. and uh ... thats it.
i love you all.
OH! and for those who care, my brothers getting married
 here's the happy couple. cute i know.
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[13 Nov 2004|12:46pm] |
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HEY! Tonight Drama club is holding the second Movia Mania and tonights theme is Pirate Night. We'll be showing Pirates of the Caribbean and The Goonie. Its $5 at the door or $3 if wearing pirate-costume-stuff. Free drink and popcorn with admission. PLEASE COME! Doors open at 5:30 pm and ends @ around 9:30/10 pm. It's lots of fun! OH! Its' held in the Westlake High School Theatre. GO! Its hella funn! *muah* call me if you have any questions (805)498 8200 <3 Emily Shuttleworth
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Suicide is not the answer
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
***IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL TOO.***
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I stole this from Alana because it was so cute - ( My imaginary guy )
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Yes well, people have to live... Right? Humm diddly doo. So far this weekend, I haven't done really much. I bought and watched "Fiddler on the Roof" last night. Very good. I enjoyed it very much. I liked the music as well.
Tomorrow is the theatre party which I can't wait for... THE GAME!!! We will be playing "the game." Yes, that is the title too, if you're wondering.
I really want to see: Shrek 2 Day After Tomorrow Eternal Sunshine For The Spotless Mind
Sad I know, that I haven't seen it, because since I saw the previews for it FOREVER ago, I've wanted to see it.
o.m.gosh. Harry Potter comes out next week! I can't wait! Literally. Simone and I are going to go see it the day it comes out.
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My babysitting job has gotten cancled TWICE already... Grrr. They promised me that this week I would be babysitting and you know what? They lied. Eh, it's alright. I'll be babysitting next week. Or so I think...
<3
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